My Dream Job as a Bra Advisor – Discovering the Esoteric Breast Massage

by Shevon Simon, UK

Esoteric Breast Massages and the Questions I asked Myself

In 2008 at the age of 30, I came across the Esoteric Breast Massage (EBM). At the time I was working in the housing department for a local authority. Here I met people who were homeless or in unsettled living conditions: my role was to assess whether we could provide them with accommodation. By this point, although I was very good at my job and well known for being smart, efficient, understanding and kind to clients, there was no FUN in it for me.

I still yearned for my dream job of working as a bra advisor (see my first blog in this 3 blog series: ‘My Dream Job as a Bra Advisor – Reflections on Nurturing in the Service Industry‘) as a way to escape the pain and overwhelm I was feeling. Life was VERY SERIOUS for me. I spent much of my time feeling burdened by the situations I was faced with, indecisive about what decisions to make, and spent much of my time crying in the toilets for relief.

So in 2008 I begun to have Esoteric Breast Massages. At this time I also went to see my GP about the lumps I was feeling in my breast but after being examined, they could not find anything of concern.

The Esoteric Breast Massage is a very gentle massage of a woman’s breasts by a female Esoteric Healing practitioner. The massage supported me to be still as I lay on a massage table and felt what was happening within my body as my breasts and the sides of my ribcage (the lymphatic area) were gently massaged in a respectful way. The purpose of the esoteric breast massage is to allow every woman to feel deeply into her body so she can feel the natural Love that is within her. This opens up the possibility for her to remain connected to this Love in her daily life. The massage and support from the esoteric healing practitioner helps clear any impact that is held in the woman’s body in regards to the way she is living that is not in alignment with her natural Love. As a result, the woman can naturally surrender to the Love within.

Before I could begin to feel this natural Love inside of me, for myself, many sessions were spent with my experiencing the extent of the frightened and protected manner in which I was living, and how my body was hard with a lack of trust in myself and others. The focus of these sessions was never to remove the lumps from my breasts – the practitioner did not offer any diagnosis of the condition of the breasts – but it was an invitation for me to explore how regarding and nurturing of myself I was in my daily life, through feeling how my body felt during the session. After three sessions I noticed the lumps disappear as I started to make changes in my lifestyle to support what I was feeling in my body during the EBM sessions. I continued to have intermittent Esoteric Breast Massages and over time, as I kept working with the same practitioner, I developed trust in allowing myself to let go in my body of what was underneath this hardness. This was supported by the ever-loving care, attention, love and tenderness of the esoteric healing practitioner who never berated me, forced me or criticised me in any way. As I was met by this same loving care and tenderness consistently, I began to feel safe to feel what was underneath the hardness. Over time I began to feel subtle feelings of a delicate, sweet and tender Love in my own body during the sessions: it became obvious to me that the way I was living my life was not in alignment with those qualities. Various questions were now being asked, in and outside the sessions:

Did I take care of myself?
How did I treat myself?
What were my thoughts towards myself?
How did I view myself?
How did certain foods affect me?
How does my body feel as I go through my day?
How do my BREASTS FEEL?

Small changes inspired by the EBMs… and no more tears at the toilet!

During one of the early massages I actually felt my ovaries whilst my breasts were being massaged. This was the first time that I recognised there was a connection between the two. And over the years more awareness came of how I would feel by doing certain things I’d always seen as good but that were actually unloving towards myself e.g. how I’d struggle to get to sleep if I’d stayed up late speaking with friends. A small change that I began with was to go bed at 9pm. It was weekdays at first and then when I felt the benefits of the consistency, if I did not continue it at the weekends I experienced how rubbishy and dissatisfied I’d feel. I soon changed my weekend bedtime to 9pm too. Another small change was buying a cushion for my chair at work – just as a little support to make sitting more comfortable when I begin to feel any hardness in my body against the chair.

Over the years the Esoteric Breast Massages have lovingly supported me to look deeper at myself. There were times when I didn’t want to look but whenever I chose to remain open, naturally I would make changes in my life to take more care of myself.

And the changes expanded…explored in my upcoming blog.

Inspired by the work of Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine

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